you're obsessed with finding a new brain, but what you need is a new body

sometimes people are not who you thought they were. and they will never follow you, no matter how much you want them too. but sometimes people are incredible and open up all these parts of themselves that you never even knew existed and will make you feel happy and whole again. and they will lie in bed with you and tell you things that are so close to their heart that you can actually feel it in your heart when they speak. they remind you what friends are. and at the same time what friends aren't.

new rule: if you make me perpetually justify my feelings to you and just don't seem to understand it when i tell you something, perhaps you're not someone i want in my life