the way you say goodnight

Days have been filled with walks in the park and gelato. Unfortunately not enough gelato quite yet, as I am still awaiting full-time status at A Whole Lotta Gelata. But I'm hopeful! I love my job in a way that I never thought possible. And I'm finally realizing just how unnecessarily crappy the muffin job was, but it's nice to see that not every job will have me watching the clock and 'working for the weekend', as the song goes.

I met Nick's parents, which went surprisingly well. I seem to be settling into this relationship, but not in a boring way. Being with him makes me wonder about all the emotional unavailability that I encountered before. It seems like relationships should always be like this, and it confuses me when I think how scared I was to let people know how I felt before. I keep thinking about my 'complex' and I know he won't fit into it. It's kind of scary, but mostly good. My heart is happy.

I moved away from Jocelyn, which I'm still getting used to. I need to try to get used to being apart from her, as I will soon be a guelph girl and won't be able to walk into her room at all hours for a talking and hugs. Josh is now my roomate, along with two crazy cats. All three are slightly odd and wonderful.

I miss friends, and need to organize my life so people can actually reach me. I feel like life will be easier once I have a phone and a room free of boxes. This week! I promise! It's the new, highly efficient Sonal!