unchain my heart

trying to conceptualize a relationship that does not look like any relationship i have experienced before is so scary and overwhelming, but at the same time necessary. i feel pulled into the present by people standing right before me, holding pomegranates and asking me to jump, while my past pops up just as i am ready to forget about it. she brought 4 forks for the piece of pie, which makes her pretty much the coolest person ever, and makes you a bit of a jerk. i look at you and i see a 6 year old boy trying to be grown up. it's no longer charming.