someone you used to know

I thought I knew you. (suddenly your words of "we don't know each other yet" are ringing in my ears). HOW could I have been this wrong about you? How could you sit there and tell me those things, those hateful, awful things, that you so easily justify with your philosophy of 'human nature'. I thought you saw through all those things, but as it turns out, any revolutionary thoughts that you have are fragmented and won't get you far because you just DON'T GET IT. There's a disconnection there. A fundamental and dangerous disconnection. And I don't know what it will take or how long it will take for you to connect it and finally catch up to my idea of you. But I can't wait around for this. In our 5 hour conversation, I moved from anger to disbelief to tears. I do hope you get it, and fast, for the sake of everyone you interact with...

but. it. won't. be. around. me.